SummerDays00

You self destructive Little girl Pick yourself up Don't blame the world So you screwed up But your gonna be OK I miss you, But I know, That you'll look over me... And when I need you, You'll be there Now call your boyfriend And apologize You pushed him pretty far Away last night He really loves you You just don't always love yourself I wish I had been there, For you, I wish... That I'd been the one to tell you, It's alright. And All this time Ohhh all this time You have had it in you Just sometimes need a push All this time Ohhh all this time You have had it in you Just sometimes need a push I may not understand, Why you did, What you di

With a simple breath, I understood, this, this beautiful, dangerous game is war, the grass soaked with the blood of men, men who welcome death with open arms, no longer wanting to played as a pawn, but still desperate for glory.

Dear Adult-Self,    I really hope you haven't lost sight of what you need. Not what you want. It happens now and I really hope I change that. I also really hope that I'm still with Tristan but I know that it might not mean to be. I understand that. I hope you do too. Love isn't easy and coming from a 15 year old, that can be hard to believe but since it's me, I think I know what I'm talking about.    Oh... and DOCTER WHO AND HARRY POTTER ARE FOREVER! I don't care what you think. They are amazing and always will be. :) Love, Your amazing 15 year old self. P.s. Letters don't have to be long to mean something.

You are like fall, Slowly drifting, Towards your death, In the cold, Dreary winds. The fires that, Were once burning, Are no longer aflame. I am like winter, Showing pale skin, And the death of another, But reviving their light, Within a few months. But I care so little, Because, There is nothing left, For me to love, If I am, The reaper.

I can tell... that you obviously care about me because when I need someone to talk to, you are always busy. I can tell... that you are so honest because you tell me you can relate to how I feel, except I know you can't. I can tell... that you "love" me by the way you speak to me, but I know you're lying. I can tell... when you're having a shitty day and need someone to talk to, but you can't do the same for me.

I can't help, But watch your face, As you swing your body, From left to right, Humming with the wind, And singing in the rain. We can wash away, All the ashes, With the little time, We have left. The scars in our hearts, Push away all fears, I can't let go Or I'll fall apart, I think about What would've happened, If you hadn't said no. I tell myself, that you are worthless, And that you're no Longer needed, But guess what, I lied.

I thought I could Watch you forever, Never have to tell You how I felt, Because I already Knew, You didn't feel the same. Now though, Now, I'm willing to take my chance. I think, I'm just Being silly or do I really see you Staring at me? Do get jealous over other guys? I need to know, Do you love me?

Being in love, It's hard, Watching, Someone else, Put their arm around him. Knowing that you, You can't touch him. Wanting to feel his soft, Luscious hair. But are unable, To do so, Because you know, You know, He won't ever feel the same.